hello world.
let's see what sucked today:
1. i HATE dreams.
2. new job pay is veeeeeeery little!
3. it was so shameful when bank teller printed a balance enquiry and my total assets = not even enuf to buy that hot lace topshop dress, or that blazer from zara. i want i want i want.
and what's really great today:
1. i tink my job's gonna be interesting! *crosses fingers*
2. we're having some idea where to head for halloween.
i grew up making my own choices, getting what i want, and understanding that we get what we deserve.
now our choices are controlled by our environments, i don't get what i want, and so many things still remain un-understandable. and since we can't control our dreams, it pretty much sucks all the bloody time.