ohayo gozaimas!
my gums are hurting. maybe i'll go on ice cream diet.
we walked so much. i thought my right inner ankle was just getting fat, but mum says it's swollen. i was limping already. u mean u didn't know?
once upon a time i wore my stupid aeropostale platforms and twisted my ankle a long long time ago. now it hurts when i walk too much, plus japan was spring now and it's cold.
i swear i'll never talk to my fucking bro ever again.
somebody kill me if i talk to him.
most of the time i think of how to kill him.
sometimes i wished i suffer from sleepwalking, so i could kill him in my sleep and not be totally guilty anyways.
did i tell u we were almost fined a $2K cuz of my fucktard of a bro?
the fucktard decided to buy a big box of ciggies and put them in my hand carry bag. and it was just our luck that the police decided to check all our bags and we did not pay tax for the ciggies. and he jus fucking kept quiet when the bitch of a police asked if we had cigarrettes in the bag. how the fuck was i suppose to know what he bought and put in my bag. the bitch basically nagged at my mum a whole lot and we paid just $75 for tax.
sometimes i wonder if my parents secretly cry or feel upset for having such a useless son. i honestly in my (close to) 22 years of life have NEVER seen another person more useless than my brother. he should just die and vanish and stop taking up the air and space of the pple who deserves it more than him.
the whole fucking trip was a fucking torture to see that fucking black face every day. i now know the joys of shopping alone and not have 3 other pple following behind when u're shopping, in an extremely crowded mall.
for the past miserable 2 weeks of my life, i got my happiest 14 minutes 14 seconds of a phone call from india, accompanied with a lovely self composed indian song.
to think that i was looking forward to staying in bed watching all of grey's anatomy, season 1 and 2 were not available on tv links -_- it is soo tiring to be catching them once a week on cable. and then i can't find heroes. and the latest OTH epi ended in such suspense i wanted to rip my blanket apart i can't wait for the next epi. somebody pls bestow the knowledge of free online vids! no downloads pls.
my perfect weekend would be away in mumbai. there is nothing more i would want in this world. cash donations are most welcome.
now let's just see where our spontaniety brings us tmr. we have no idea what to do or where to go. hehe