here i am waiting for my hair to dry and it's way way past my healthy bed time
so i had to call the boyfriend cuz it's the special day before work and they were busy deciding wat to have for dinner. hehe. more gu-niang then me!
the week jus passed like nobody's business, and before i knew it, it's already the start of work.
and this stupid blogger thing is still macham shit. the only thing i can do is type and use ctrl+B and ctrl+I cuz every other icon is not working -_-
hehe but who's complaining cuz i'm too busy to make anything too fanciful.
isn't it human nature to want things we can have?
like last hols there was too much time to bum ard and i wanted school to start.
and now there's NO TIME to bum ard and work is starting already!
the goal for my one short week of break b4 work was to stay in bed all d ay and night with air con full blast, watching any sappy english/american drama series and appreciate life.
but it turned out otherwise.
everyday it's going out for lunch dinner or supper
and i've spent twice my pocket money, on food ALONE.
that's the price u have to pay for meeting up with people u've neglected all this time
so the routine is to wake up, rush out to meet a fran, and by the time i get home i'll be too tired to do anything but go to bed.
and the cycle repeats.
the sister's island trip was FUN!
it's not jus the trip.
we were having a meeting on some beach on the bigger island and somehow or other, things just got out of hand and we were laughing like wild hyenas in the middle of the night on an ulu island.
the boat ride alone was enuf to make the trip magical. and the sunrise. and the sunset. and jh left his nikon cam on some exposure mode (i hope i got it correct) for like a few seconds and it captured so much of the night sky. NEVER on the mainland!
but the mosquitoes were scary. period.
selecting FYP is a headache.
my first reaction reading thru all the projects: "what the hell am i doing in EEE?"
but we jus gotta press on. i believe you get what you deserve.
i didn't study hard enough for the As', so i didn't get the chance to go into the course i wanted. that's fair enuf cuz i know i can't complain that life is being unfair to me.
it's sad watching pple lose their dog, on tv.
oh man i almost cried when i saw Doc being put to sleep and meredith was tearing and derek was holding Doc.
BUT i put the pillow up to block my view so i was ok =)
first i was so sure i'd get a dog, or two, or half a dozen, when i get my own apartment.
now it's just so sad to even let anything or anyone get close to you cuz it's so sad to lose a love.
i've rambled enough
and i'm scared/nervous of work cuz i hate the feeling of being unsure. i feel like i'm not up to it.
but i'll jus sleep anyways cuz there's nothing else i can do right :)