stand still, look pretty
yippee we caught 'freedom writers' tonight.
ok at first i thought i mite sob really bad cuz shannah doesn't sob in movies but she actually cried watching it. or she could just be really tired not sleeping the night before. but it was great great great!
one of the few movies that can make up the good movie karma between boon and me. hehe the first movie we caught i tink was house of wax and it was hilarious with paris running around half naked. and the last bad movie we caught was epic movie WAT A WASTE OF MONEY! boon fell asleep and i was struggling to keep awake until it ended.
now i'm not too sure if i may actually go buy the book 'the freedom writers' after exams. hmmmm. when u watch movies like these, it just seems like all the problems u have in ur life is nothing compared to wat they're going through everyday. i dun have wat it takes to be a hero every day.
the sleeping thing is kinda warped nowadays i dunno wat's wrong. i have this kinda resistance to go to bed every night, and the same resistance to get out of bed in the morning. i dunno if i'm becoming an insomniac or wat! now i sort of understand when gina can't sleep -_-
i made myself go to bed earlier than normal nights (which isn't very early anw) but it took me forever to go to sleep, i dun tink i slept until the sun was up.
i know for sure i was still conscious when it was track 10 on my cd player. TRACK 10 IS A LONG TIME. and i thought i heard my mum brushing her teeth in the toilet. and hence, never made it to the morning lectures. BUT I DID MAKE IT FOR TUTORIAL. YIPPEE. but on this one time i went for tutorial, THE TUTOR DECIDES TO EMAIL THE ANSWERS. wtf rite -_-
ooh bought new CD yester when the brother and i went to make ourselves fat with ice cream waffles at PS.
yippee we caught 'freedom writers' tonight.
ok at first i thought i mite sob really bad cuz shannah doesn't sob in movies but she actually cried watching it. or she could just be really tired not sleeping the night before. but it was great great great!
one of the few movies that can make up the good movie karma between boon and me. hehe the first movie we caught i tink was house of wax and it was hilarious with paris running around half naked. and the last bad movie we caught was epic movie WAT A WASTE OF MONEY! boon fell asleep and i was struggling to keep awake until it ended.
now i'm not too sure if i may actually go buy the book 'the freedom writers' after exams. hmmmm. when u watch movies like these, it just seems like all the problems u have in ur life is nothing compared to wat they're going through everyday. i dun have wat it takes to be a hero every day.
the sleeping thing is kinda warped nowadays i dunno wat's wrong. i have this kinda resistance to go to bed every night, and the same resistance to get out of bed in the morning. i dunno if i'm becoming an insomniac or wat! now i sort of understand when gina can't sleep -_-
i made myself go to bed earlier than normal nights (which isn't very early anw) but it took me forever to go to sleep, i dun tink i slept until the sun was up.
i know for sure i was still conscious when it was track 10 on my cd player. TRACK 10 IS A LONG TIME. and i thought i heard my mum brushing her teeth in the toilet. and hence, never made it to the morning lectures. BUT I DID MAKE IT FOR TUTORIAL. YIPPEE. but on this one time i went for tutorial, THE TUTOR DECIDES TO EMAIL THE ANSWERS. wtf rite -_-
ooh bought new CD yester when the brother and i went to make ourselves fat with ice cream waffles at PS.
this is the wreckers. Michelle Branch with Jessica Harp. J was M's back up singer who turned good friend turned the other half of the singing duo.fell in love with "The Good Kind" on the OTH OST
"do you wanna run away together
i would say it was your best line ever
too bad i fell for it...
and i walked along
waiting for you to come along
take my tortured heart by the hand
and write me off.
do you know i cry?
do you know i die?
do you know i cry?
and it's not the good kind
.............."
the whole cd is kinda country-ish like dixie chicks or tim mcgraw kind
and now the new song i'm in love with is "Stand Still, Look Pretty"!!!
"i want to paint my face
and pretend i'm someone else
sometimes i get so fed up
i don't even wanna look at myself
but people have problems that are worse than mine
i don't want you to think i'm complaining all the time
and i hate the way you look at me i have to say
i wish i could start over
i am slowly falling apart
i wish that you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
you might think it's easy being me
yeah just stand still, look pretty.
..........."
how you know you love the song
is when you can't stop humming it every possible quiet moment when u're alone and can't wait to get to the radio just to turn it on and put the song on repeat mode forever.
it's like the only 2 songs i love from the album and i'm sure EVERYONE can relate to the songs when we just wanna be somebody else, those days when i just dun wanna look at myself and when i cry it's not the good kind. right right right =)
go HERE to check out the songs if u're even remotely interested
or borrow from me la DUH
just a random thought and suddenly i felt adventurous
i wanna put myself out there and see what the world has in store for me =)
i wanna go somewhere like cambodia or vietnam and just walk around explore the place and see where my feet takes me without a care in the world
ooh egypt would be nice too hehe
and my mum is the most adventurous traveller i know
when she's in vietnam or bangkok for company assignment she'd wake up at 6 in the morning to visit the morning market and walk to work =) i wanna be like that too! but many pple would shake their heads when i mention waking up at 6. hehe oops
how bout India?
it's kinda crappy that the intern thing is starting soon and i'll have only the weekends to go india? and wat, go on friday night come home on sunday? noo wayy mannn...
but i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go.
i shall reserve my thoughts to myself and ask boon over dinner.
i am feeling kinda stressed that i'm not very prepared for exams. wish me luck i'll go smell more of the rose buds gina got for me :D
i got rose buds from gina and you don't have! nenny nenny boo boo :p