little miss whiney piney
let me whine a little while cuz i hit my head on the corner of the table while cutting my toe nails before dinner
the nail dropped on the floor, and in one swift move i bent down to pick it up, but not before i hit my head on the table. TALK ABOUT 'I WANNA BANG MY HEAD LA'
this morning we would have been exactly on time for lab if not for the stupid fucked up staff in school. time table says lab in Lab X. so we proceed to Lab X to see a notice "go to Lab Y to collect manual, Lab Z for the experiment." WAT THE FUCK RITE. so we walked to Lab Y to be told that all lab manuals are already at Lab Z. kanna sai we were then late for lab.
and some things just slowly made my first ten minutes of morning bad. like the car park was wet and i unknowingly brought all the cut grass into the car which was so freaking disgusting. and it took me forever to change into my shoes properly. and there were like A MILLION CARS ON THE ROAD this morning. maybe it's because i don't rememeber the last time i got out of bed at sun rise, i didn't know traffic was so SLOW in the morning. this is the earliest morning ever this year i have to get to school so early but i'm a teeny weeny bit proud of myself. hehe. and then some missy elliot hip hoppy song made me groovy and happy on my way to gina's =)
anyway so i didn't sleep much last nite, trying to do like half of my accounting tutorial rite. then finished the other half during the break and rushed to do some ppt slides half an hour before tutorial cuz i was told the stupid teacher wants ppt slides for ALL QNS?!?! but in the end! we just sat there no need present or participate! (cuz it's combined class and the main class was assigned to present) HEHE.
i'm tired but i'm gonna force myself to read the astro notes anyway. why aren't astro presidents just miraculously bestowed magical powers to ace the astro paper? sigh.
i look at myself in the mirror and i don't see an engineer. not even someone who looks like she's enjoying her journey to an engineering degree. just a lady, not yet a woman, can't wait to break out of this routine and find sth that she'll love doing for more than just-a-while.