i just found myself to have many opinions on most things around me in my life. now i know that's why i don't blog much! cuz i'm too lazy to blog bout wat goes on in my life, like i'm reporting to someone when not many pple read this cuz i dun give this blog add to many pple anyways. sometimes i have so many little opinions bout almost every other thing, there's really nothing impt to blog bout really.
i saw a van on fire on thurs evening. shikai misplaced her wallet in the theater and it got stolen. we didn't eat at waraku. the hooters 911 chicken wing's chilli stuck on my fingers, my eyes stung like hell when i was taking my contacts out. the astro trip is cancelled cuz of poor response and somehow i'm feeling pretty fucking embarrased bout it. somehow it seems like i'm the only one who gives a shit bout wat's going on. maybe i'm just blaming everyone else 'cept myself. but to those pple who doesn't have the slightest signs of showing they give a damn, i secretly wish i could tell them to go to hell and burn for eternity. oh no this is not a good thing for the new year! *touch wood*
so anyway i've decided that since i'm pretty bored at this point in time, i'll just blog bout random recent thoughts.
today i met my interesting 28yrs-old nephew when house visiting. maybe no exactly nephew, i'm not even sure what he is to me. he is my dad's nephew's son. that makes me his auntie? haha. the first time in my memory that i saw him was last year at a lunch reunion thing which we never spoke cuz we were at separate tables. then today my cousin was telling me his story: a guy really good at hair styling who got into a motor bike accident, hurt his arm, and couldn't handle things well with his hands after the accident. my cousin tinks he's a survivor. personally i dun tink it makes u much of a survivor to recover from a freak accident. he's got a glib tongue, just like his divorced dad. he told his dad that he's capable of getting a car, and he did. he's doing sales and it's easy peasy for him cuz he's got the gift of gab. and the most funny part was what he said bout his girlfriends: "i broke with my ex girlfriend 6 months ago. this girlfriend i've been with her for a year already la." do the math and it's so funny la! haha. WTH rite!
then my cousin gave me this talk bout how i should control the boyfriend cuz we pretty much have no control after marriage. so if dun control now, then after marrying it's gonna be worse. and my cousin was so funny when they were all arguing bout how the new-found nephew was so disgusting as a boyfriend: we were at bedok. he's got a car parked outside. AND he tells his girlfriend to take a cab from yio chu kang to meet us at bedok. even when his ah man heard it she was so apalled. haha. but their next destination was also in bedok la, so it makes no sense to go pick her up from yck then drive back to bedok again. so he defended himself by saying he'll get sweeter as the years goes by so that's good. and my cousin said of course will get better! you're already so rotten you can't get any worse than this!
HAHA! ok my cousin is a law grad so she pretty much says all the funny stuff.
on a totally random note, i'm guessing almost everyone has a secret fantasy that will never come true. haha. and every time i watch MTV or some music awards or some show bout rock stars, i start day dreaming BIG TIME.
i would LOVE to be a rock star. and i don't mean just a normal rock star. i mean a true bad ass rock star. black eyeliners. sweaty performances. jumping around the stage and screaming and singing at the top of my lungs. i'll smash everything into the drum set. sex drugs and booze. i wanna live my life in a blur of all the mess and not care about anything else cuz i have all the money in the world. i'll be such a wasted piece of useless life and someone will come and rescue me from the cruel life i have and make me a good girl again. like Johnny Cash maybe. i'll be johnny and my june carter will come and rescue me. and occasionally i'd be the talented artiste who can play a mean set of drums. i'd play with everything i have in me until the drums break.
i'll be rock star who can sing, play the drums, and dance. Justin Timberlake in My Love is my dance idol. the music video and that victoria's secrets performance: WOW. i don't know how they move like that, but i'd sure like some smooth grooves too.
and my number one artiste i respect is Beyonce Knowles. she's the personification of hardwork and success. she's not perfect, but perfect in the way she works to get to where she is. no my idols are not ministers or past presidents. i dun see the need to lie and pretend to be all knowing. OC summer roberts respects Chanel cuz no one has brought fashion to a whole new level like she did.
or maybe some day someone would hire me as a professional music critic. haha. i'm so not the person who knows every song every band at the back of my hand. but wouldn't it be great if your job was to listen and feel music and criticize the good and bad? haha.
i'll just continue dreaming... la la la.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! for someone who expected a nothing out of the boring cny, it turned out pretty alright this year :)