Took a small jump while walking along the road (it's a stupid game boonie and i play when we're walking, but it never fails to amuse me), and suddenly, this pain jus goes all over the inside of my head. like i was afraid it mite hurt if i walked any more, or turned my head. i was so freaked out! am i wearing high heels too much? did i jump the wrong way? was there an air bubble in my head that jus burst and causing pressure on my vains? was i struck with cancer?!!! *gasps* headache was so freaking scary. then i got home, my mum say it's just cuz i'm too heaty. but seriously, i tink i'm getting old, all the ailments are getting to me.....

headaches when the weather gets too hot.
jus 2 weeks back, my neck was semi strained such that it couldn't even turn more than 5 degress to the left.
my lower back aches when i walk too much.
tolerance for boring lectures are on a low now. used to still be able to force my eyes open. now it jus closes without my realisation -_- but i can't beat the sleeping queen a.k.a Gina Gan! she's always "kowtow-ing" to the tutors and lecturers... cannot make it. =D
i'm getting old pple syndromes. this is not good.

it is to my realisation today that i am actually not such a nice person 'internally', and i dun really care that i'm not nice. someone screws me over and gets me pissed, i can tink of the worst things to say. BUT i'll keep a smiling face while all the vulgarities and curses are formulating in my head. and i don't really give a shit that i'm not nice, cuz i'm the one who's being screwed and offended.

ok i'm no angry no more, but it's just a notable observation today =) i can't say i'm the best at this, but i am most available to formulate strings of vulgarities and curses for your own use. Charges are negotiable.

Went "Poison Ivy" with dear miss Gina Gan today! today 3 hrs break(tamade). it feels quite shiok to go somewhere new out of school, other than (boring) jurong point and (nothing to eat@) IMM. all the food to her is "ok la...." haha! but it's jus the feeling of being somewhere we dun go often, the feeling's quite refreshing. rachel darling, when we have common 2 hrs break, we can check out the place ya! provided we dun dilly dally in leaving school, and must make up our mind quickly in ordering food, then can make it back in time for class =) and the whole stretch of neo tiew, i think there should be more of such places to check out and explore. kudos to having a car to drive ard! yippee!

not too long ago, i totally love the song "daughter to father" by lindsay lohan. this song is about how she and her sister had to go through their parents argueing the whole day everyday, up to the point her dad left. even so, lindsay still wears stuff that reminds her of him, begs him to come back, waits for the postman to bring her a letter, tells her dad she's always waiting for him to come back.... well at first, i thought the song melody was definitely smashing, and on top of that, the lyrics were awesome. at least it's not some no brainer, this one actually has a deep meaning behind it. so i googled, and came across this article written by a university undergrad at who-knows-what-uni. first she starts out by commenting how touching it is for lindsay lohan to be so open bout her childhood, her great willingness to share her emotions with her fans, to bring her listeners closer to her heart. but that was only the introduction =D the next part, she argues bout, who really cares or gives a shit about her childhood anyway??? hee. which brings me to the following point:

Eminem's latest song is called "Mockingbird". from what i know bout studying "to kill a mocking bird" in sec 4 literature (which i must say, i've forgotten 90% of all i've learnt and read), a mockingbird poses no threat or annoyance, therefore, there is no need to kill or disturb them.

now, eminem's song is about how sorry he is to her daughters that he can't be there for them, how he's sorry that the only time they see him is on television, and how sorry he is that sometimes both mummy and daddy can't be there. as a matter of fact, this is not the only song dedicated to her daugther. then again i must say, who really cares or give a shit about how sorry he is to her daughters?? yeah mayb he really is, but this song also makes pple tink like "oh, eminem's a really good dad, a good person... bla bla bla.." haha. honestly, i dun really care.

i care more for lindsay, mayb cuz i'm more a fan of hers than eminem. she's hot, pretty, and gorgeous hair and face. need i say more??

i'm going to bed now! and when i wake up, i'm hoping very hard that my hair doesn't turn into wat looks like an oil spill, and will not go all limp and disgusting on me, cuz i'm going Lawry's for lunch and having a great afternoon with boonie! let's not let the hair (or anything/body else) ruin the great day coming ahead. and sleep, to kill the headache which i will not allow for my great saturday =)