tell me how bad a day can get.
the worst day ever, to find out that i failed two modules, again. well, i did clear the last two that i ta bao last semester, now am promoted to second year. but ta bao-ing another two is not funny at all. i see no light, no matter which way i look at it. guess it should be given some time to sink in.
then i was a walking zombie the whole day, all the way from hanging out with shahana and ah pei, to making my way to meeting shikai. and to make it worse, i had a terrible encounter with this stranger who was a total fucking bitch. if u're reading this, and u have been bitchy today to a poor innocent girl who was having a bad day that she didn't know what to holler back at you, yes that's you, you bloody bitch. your shoes are so cheap and dirty. you've got ugly hair and bad skin. you blend into the wall with the clothes you wear, that's why no one around noticed you. i'm sorry you're so pathetic and ugly, ugly not only the outside, but all of your inside. i'm feeling very nice not to have said anything, cuz u might be having as bad a day as i am. bitch.
but well, good things happen. my last maid whom we were really close to, used to say sth i've rmb till now. whenever we were laughing so hard, it was the best laugh ever, she'd say with this laugh, you'll feel really sad the next moment. it's a balance of things i guess. (ok getting a bit out of point...) anyway, i was waiting for shipei's call to board the train. so these 2 ladies, dun tink they're local, asked me for directions. well apparently, there wasn't any train route map at the control station. (really stupid. i tink i'll complain later when i pass by.) anyway, i tink i have this tendency to explain things in a whole string of words that even my dad don't understand what i was saying, only my mum does, cuz her english better la. so i explain explain, i tot they looked quite puzzled after i told them directions. so a couple of mins later, i decided to go find them and point to them the location on the map. and they were like "you're so nice. thank you so much." and just smiled at me like they were gonna grant me any wish i wanted. haha!
and then there was Hot Yoga. the sweating and stretching was damn shiok. i probably sweated more than at normal PE lessons in CJC. totally refreshing when we left, but of course walking down the stairs, totally wobbly. haha! ok so now just have to wait and see if i'll get my job at far east flora, then see when i'll sign up for this Hot Yoga course.
so the happy hormones from yoga, cancels out the hunger from my diet. so the net emotion, is nothing. didn't do much for my post-results-blah-feeling. i WAS pretty good mood when i reached home. then after a while not too friendly. then totally not talking. then my mum was like, u quarrelled with someone ah? sigh.
visit www.yogaffinity.com for the place i went for my Hot Yoga.
see http://www.pbase.com/coastalva/hotyoga for pictures of the different positions. p.s they're not taken at yogaffinity. jus a random web page i found online.
Hot Yoga for you, rach? =)